andrew and esther *
Friday, March 17, 2006 <3 the one and only...
yea it's me once again... ahhh sth realli realli bad happened todae but oh well it's all outta good intentions n i'm glad everything's fine now... esther's sick AGAIN. yep. she gort a flu this time round. so after a whole dae i sent her home as usual. we talked awhile on e phone thereafter when i wuz on e bus on e way home. told her to rest tonite n i wuz actualli quite suprised she told mi she's not gg church.
well it turns out she went back to her sec school fer rehearsal. haiz silly gal, juz bcos i sent her there yesterdae n waited fer her she wuz afraid i would do e same tonite (perhaps i would've =X) so she hid it from mi till when she wuz on e way there. initialli i wuz realli realli hopping mad at e fact tt she hid it from mi intentionally. but well on second thots she did it outta good intentions, knowing tt i need time to study n rest n things like tt... ahh to think i actualli gort angry. thank God we settled everything over the phone awhile ago.
feel realli bad after all these, n felt very childish... imagine doing sth with someone's interest at heart n e reaction is juz unreasonable temper. yes i did tt, n she hadta "pacify" mi summore. sighs... how can i ever ever find anyone like esther?? someone who does almost everything wif my interests at heart, someone who cares so much, someone who's always there fer mi, someone who loves mi... that can onli be the one n onli... esther...
thanx so much fer everything and realli sorry fer being such a child darls. ahhh realli feel quite ashamed i behaved tt way, but ya, i muz realli let everyone noe: yes, esther is tt noble n i realli realli respect her. i love you darling.
<3 andrew
neveralone ;10:00 PM
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